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Gratitude, love, faithfulness and even glee lace
Gladys Knowles Finkenbinder’s words as she looks back on her
85 years on earth.
“God has been very merciful to me, not just one time but many
times,” she says. Finkenbinder’s life is one of undeterred
service to the Lord. She is a woman who has quietly persevered through
heartaches and made the most out of suffering and hardship. Setbacks
she has endured forged her faith.
She spent more than three years in a prisoner of war camp, but didn’t
question or waver in her Christian faith. She had to flee her chosen
mission field twice, but didn’t stop spreading the gospel
elsewhere.
When widowed at 83 two years ago she chose not to retire.
Finkenbinder sees God’s hand in all circumstances. If not
for interruptions on the mission field, Finkenbinder never would
have met and married her husband. Together, they spent nearly 50
years ministering to the blind around the nation.
She remains an Assemblies of God Intercultural Ministries missionary,
involved in church services for the blind in the Denver area. She
also embarked on conducting Bible studies for the elderly last month
in Lafayette, the suburb where she lives.
Finkenbinder always has been up for a challenge. After graduating
in 1939 from Central Bible Institute (now College)in Springfield,
Mo., she sensed God calling her to China, even though Japan had
invaded the country two years earlier.
“The fact that something might happen to me didn’t bother
me in the least,” Finkenbinder says matter-of-factly. “There
seemed to be a need there.” She went to help in the office
of Truth Bible Institute, while also attending an interdenominational
Chinese language college in Beijing.
However, after nine months, Japanese soldiers threatened Beijing,
so officials moved the language school to Baguio City, Philippines.
They figured it would be safer for missionaries in the Philippines,
then a U.S. territory, especially in an inland city 5,000 feet above
sea level.
A lengthy captivity
Yet in December 1941, Japanese planes simultaneously bombed Pearl
Harbor in Hawaii and Baguio City. Air raids continued the next three
weeks, prompting American soldiers to withdraw.
The 500 foreign civilians in the city, ranging from missionaries
to gold mining executives, gathered in an American school, figuring
their probability of survival would increase if they stayed together.
At 2 a.m. on December 29, the Japanese overran the school.
“They immediately crowded us into one room at the school,”
Finkenbinder remembers. “We could hardly breathe because we
were standing so close together.” The first night the captured
Americans had to lie on the bare floor, so close to each other that
they had no room to turn over. Guards walked by with bayonets poised.
A missionary cried out in her sleep, “Oh, God, make them repent
and bring back the things they have stolen.”
“I was afraid the soldiers were going to stab her, but fortunately
they didn’t understand English,” Finkenbinder says.
At daybreak the Japanese soldiers assembled their prisoners, whose
passports and Bibles had been confiscated, in a courtyard. In an
effort to instill fear they pointed machine guns at the 500 internees,
proclaiming that Japanese soldiers had conquered the West Coast
and moved as far inland as Denver.
A week later, the prisoners were forced to walk five miles —
without any of their possessions — to Camp John Hay, which
had been abandoned by U.S. troops. In all, nine Assemblies of God
missionaries and their 13 children were interred. Their incarceration
lasted three years and a month. Finkenbinder is the last living
member of the adult group.
Because the water mains had been bombed the prisoners at first had
no access to water, not even to wash diapers. Ubiquitous flies didn’t
improve the unsanitary conditions. Consequently, a dysentery epidemic
erupted. But in January a record 25-inch rainfall provided water
that saved lives, Finkenbinder believes. “God answered prayer
in many, many ways,” she says.
Along with other women, Finkenbinder spent part of her day sorting
through rice that had been discarded. She removed gravel, mold and
worms, keeping what little edible rice might be left to stay alive.
“We were always hungry,” Finkenbinder recalls. “We
had two small portions of rice a day. We were so hungry we didn’t
feel it until we ate.” Several people died of disease and
starvation; a few died of torture, including a young Baptist missionary.
Most of the time Finkenbinder tended the sick, including those who
had been tortured in an effort to extract confessions of being spies.
Finkenbinder says the Lord protected the women from being molested
or beaten.
“I was so thankful for the Scriptures I had memorized,”
she says, citing the 23rd Psalm and 1 Corinthians as examples. “The
Lord brought them to my mind. The Lord was with us.” Finkenbinder
and others gathered surreptitiously in groups of three or four for
prayer meetings. Because they lived in one large crowded room, the
prayer circles didn’t attract attention. Nevertheless, one
person always stood watch in case a guard approached.
While caring for the ill, Finkenbinder became deathly ill herself
with jaundice. Providentially, someone provided a cooked potato,
which strengthened her faith and put her on the road to recovery.
“It had been months since I’d seen a potato and it was
a sign that God cared,” she says.
Transfer and freedom
Three years after captivity began, the Japanese, sensing the Allies
closing in, moved their prisoners south to Manila. The prisoners
rode atop ammunition trucks, which would serve as targets if spotted
by the Allies.
For a little more than a month, Finkenbinder lived at Old Bilibad
Prison, which earlier had been closed by Filipinos because of its
deplorable state. Up to eight POWs lived in a cell designed for
one person. They had to sleep on mattresses encrusted with blood,
lice and bedbugs. The only mail Finkenbinder was allowed to receive
her entire captivity came nearly three years into her imprisonment.
She learned that her mother had died.
In February 1945, U.S. troops and Filipino guerrillas rescued the
447 civilians and 828 servicemen prisoners behind enemy lines. After
a brief skirmish at the prison’s entrance, the Japanese captors
fled before the Allied troops arrived in tanks and jeeps. Gen. Douglas
MacArthur, fulfilling his “I shall return” vow of three
years earlier, shook hands with the liberated American prisoners,
who hoisted a concealed U.S. flag on a makeshift flagpole. Every
woman in the camp had sewn a few stitches cobbled from red, white
and blue clothing material.
The freed Americans returned to Los Angeles on a monthlong voyage
aboard a U.S. troop transport ship. Upon arrival Finkenbinder had
to be hospitalized for four months for malnutrition and emotional
stress. “Everyone was very thin,” she says. “We
were in need of great physical and mental help. A lot of men who
stood over 6 feet tall weighed less than 90 pounds.”
The ordeal didn’t dampen Finkenbinder’s enthusiasm for
missions. In 1947, after attending Yale University to study Chinese,
she became an Assemblies of God missionary appointed to a mission
station in Hangzhou in central China. There she played a pump organ
at 21 packed worship services a week.
“We had to tell people to only come to one meeting a day to
allow others to attend,” she says. Finkenbinder also taught
afternoon classes for women, many of whom never had the opportunity
to attend school. Under an “each one teach one” plan,
she focused on how to read and write one word a day, such as “Jesus.”
Students memorized the word and after class taught their neighbors
the same lesson.
But Finkenbinder left China in 1949 as the nation turned communist
so that nationals who knew her wouldn’t be endangered. “I
was always very glad that the Lord allowed me to go back,”
Finkenbinder says. “Many came to the Lord in Hangzhou.”
Upon returning to the United States, Finkenbinder sought more education.
She attended Southwestern Assemblies of God University as well as
Latin American Bible Institute in Texas, where she married her husband,
Frank H. Finkenbinder, in 1951.
Blind beginnings
Frank’s parents, Frank O. and Aura Finkenbinder, had been
Assemblies of God missionaries to Puerto Rico and Argentina. Frank
H. was born en route to the mission field, premature and blind due
to malnutrition. But he made it to adulthood and felt called to
minister to other blind people. Finkenbinder and his brother George
became the first sightless people to receive Christian literature
in Braille from Assemblies of God Blind Ministries when it formed
in 1952. Back then, no other Christian denomination had started
such a specialized ministry. Few Braille Bibles and hymnals existed.
Frank Finkenbinder, who earned a living tuning pianos, went on to
become the first appointed Assemblies of God missionary to the blind.
“He approached Home Missions with a need and a willingness
to fulfill that need, so he was appointed,” says Paul Weingartner,
director of the National Center for the Blind. “Gladys was
his faithful partner in all of it. She was his eyes and wheels.”
Soon after Finkenbinder started Christian meetings for the blind
in Denver and three other Colorado cities, other disabled people
began to attend. “People in wheelchairs came because they
felt recognized as a person, not a handicapped person,” Gladys
says. “For many people, the greatest need is to be recognized
as a person that Jesus loves.”
Frank died in 2000 of congestive heart failure and a rare form of
leukemia.
Carrying on in ministry
“I’m glad the Lord didn’t forsake me when my husband
passed away,” Gladys says. “I appreciate so much the
goodness of the Lord.”
Three decades ago Frank became president of the Inter-Church Fellowship
of the Blind in Denver, which continues to meet every six weeks.
Around 50 people, including Gladys, still gather for singing, prayer,
fellowship, a sermon, special music and refreshments.
Although she no longer plans the meetings, Finkenbinder passes out
Braille hymnals, guides attendees to seats and helps serve refreshments.
She also is part of a volunteer group that makes quilts for nursing
home residents and she helps watch babies in her church nursery.
Marvella Fresquez, who is blind, has known Finkenbinder since she
started attending meetings in Denver in 1980. “I’ve
never heard Gladys say an unkind word about anybody,” says
Fresquez, 49. “She’s always there when you need her.”
Fresquez, who works as a switchboard operator for an insurance company,
says Finkenbinder never mentions her trouble as a POW.
Vicki Ireland, a visually impaired Denver resident who is secretary
of the Inter-Church Fellowship of the Blind, has known Finkenbinder
for 30 years, “She does a lot of behind-the-scenes work,”
Ireland says. “She teaches by word and example.”
In October, Finkenbinder started a daytime Bible study for the elderly
in her Lafayette, Colo., home. Sighted helpers drive the sightless
to the meetings and make phone calls to arrange transportation.
Five regular attendees are both blind and deaf.
“It’s quite admirable that she chose to continue Frank’s
mission after he is gone,” Weingartner says. “Most women
of her age and situation would be ready to retire and enjoy family
and friends.”
But Finkenbinder says the gatherings are mutually beneficial. Her
friends are the blind.
“It’s so important that the blind know that God loves
them,” she says. “Some people fail to see that a blind
person is a person. It’s true that they have a problem with
their eyes, but they have other problems like being a diabetic or
having a non-Christian spouse.”
Finkenbinder’s current ministry is vastly different from the
mission work she began more than 60 years ago. But that doesn’t
mean she got sidetracked. “Receiving the Lord’s call
doesn’t necessarily mean we have to be in one place for the
rest of our lives,” Finkenbinder says. “We need to be
where He wants us at the time that He wants us to be there.”
Editor’s note: A 1984 oral history interview of Gladys Finkenbinder
by Flower Pentecostal Heritage Center Director Wayne Warner aided
in the preparation of this article.
By John W. Kennedy, associate editor of Today’s Pentecostal
Evangel.
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Reprinted by permission of the Pentecostal Evangel.
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